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3rd of July So now I've got a bra tan line...It's interestingly beautiful. I was only outside this afternoon for about an hour and in that time I got a nice bit darker. My poor feet hurt, because I was standing on the concrete while doing my "rock job", and the bottoms of my feet kept getting burned from it. *shrugs* what can you do? I was supposed to be working on stripping my wallpaper and painting my room this week, but apparently, no one carries covers for day beds. I bought a day bed because it looked really good in the store, and it's just kinda convenient seeming. Well, no stores really carry a huge selection of comforters for day beds. I need to find one so that I can coordinate the paint with the comforter.. *sighs* It's difficult. I finally found a blue one I like. Just plain blue. It'll hafta do. I wanted blue anyways. Well, that isn't even true. I wanted black. But my mother thinks black is satanic or something, so she wouldn't let me have it. I wanted to do this amazing black and white contrast for my room. It would have been so cool. But mother's insane. It doesn't matter anyways, college is in two years, so sooner or later I'll be leaving my goddam room anyway. I may leave the whole fucking country even. I'm trying to convince my parents to let me study abroad, something I've wanted to do all my life. It would bring me indefinate happiness. Truly. Last night I was supposed to go to a church youth vs. adults softball game and then later to see some fireworks at a festival nearby. Well, I went to the softball game. We lost, but I played real well. Then, my sister deserted me and went to the fireworks without me, so I was forced to ride home with my other sister to go swim at this guy's house. I was feeling disgustingly crampy, and not in the mood to go, so I just lay in a float the whole time and tried to be relaxed. But its hard to relax when you had fireworks in mind. I love fireworks. Now once again, tonight is fireworks, and my other sister deserted me tonight. Am I actually here?????? I get easily forgotten. I'm confused lately. I've been upset over some things. I wish I was a more clear-headed person. -Snub
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