Ooh, Fuck me. No, really.

I feel pretty.
2003-07-15 . 7:05 p.m.

Soo.

Theater, as is usual. All day. As usual.

I got off work, allowing me time to finally nap...thank fucking God. Now...we were discussing it, Charlie (co-worker) and I. Is a nap really a nap if you actually get undressed and sleep under the covers, even if only for an hour or so? Or is that actually "going to sleep"?

If I lived alone, I'd nap without clothes always?!! A nap's a nap. Sleeping...is never, I'm an insomniac.

I swear I'm wearing my knee pads to dance tomorrow. I have to do a spin which lands on your knees, over and over and over because we keep screwing up our allignment, and my knees, which were already bad, are really getting beat up.

*I can pop my knees, loudly. Special talent :-)*

I'm making friends, so that's nice. Margaret, Claire, Sarah, Alis, sometimes Carl, though I hate to admit it, are getting along pretty well. They only like me because of my brassy humor, maybe. Or maybe not at all and I'm making it all up! But I like them...I miss friends, haha.

Abbey dearest, I know you don't read this fucking diary, but we were all looking at this Playbill for Thoroughly Modern Millie, and the girl looks just like you. Claire had to leave because she got upset looking at it. You gotta know we miss you.

My acting class is going to this food court tomorrow to sit and observe the mannerisms of people in the area. Isn't that exciting!!!? I do that regularly, but this will be even more exciting...

We should be finding out our roles for the show on Thursday. I'm really nervous about what I'll get, because generally, the big female roles are for the real feminine pretty girls. And well, I'm not really "pretty." Maybe good looking in my own way, but not "pretty". So who knows, I'll probably end up a narrator or an apple seller or something shitty like that. At least I got some singing solo's in Seussical. :-/

I thought I'd increase my chances of getting a more feminine role if I wore my hair down differently or something, and did up my makeup in a pretty manner...but my fucking hair got screwed up when I cut it the other day...so now I can't wear it down...

I'm too lazy to even get a good haircut..

Erin

Today's thong: Purple-ish blue-ish mesh see-through...ish.

Sorry Bats, I couldn't help but steal your idea. I hardly ever wear thongs, so I thought I'd celebrate. I won't do it again!!

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