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dreams and the such I read in a magazine that our minds are much clearer when we first wake-up, and to understand your true emotions, it's good to write three pages in a journal immediately upon waking up. The only problem is, lately, I'll go back to sleep to complete my dreams if I wake up early, and go back to sleep multiple times if it's a..particularly good dream. Like, last night, bats and I attended a wedding of a mutual friend of ours. I don't remember much about that except that I was helping to plan this wedding, but was very poor and had to build all the shit myself that was going to be in the wedding. Twas odd. Then, there was something about the dream where people told me, in the dream, that everything in it had already happened before, and that no matter what I did, a huge tragic event was going to happen at the reception. They said there was going to be a big fire. So then...I was sitting on a swingset beside bats, telling her this, while she was smoking a cigarette. (tho she doesn't smoke really..?) I realized that it was a fire hazard when she tossed it on the ground, so I picked it up and smoked the rest of it. It was almost out, and Bats was kissing on me, and I accidentally touched it to her hair, and her HAIR caught fire!! I made her roll around while I blew on it to make it go away, and it did...thank god! And no, she did not lose her hair. It was all very weird, like, no matter what I did, I couldn't change what was "to be". But Bats still ended up with me in the end of the dream...so what does that say????? This is all to say I'm going to begin writing the moment I wake up in the morning for a couple of days. Maybe my dreams will make more sense then. And...I'm gonna be completely honest from now on. I think people I know may be reading this, but as of now, I don't too much give a damn!! -Snubby
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