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- I slept like a baby last night. I think things are starting to turn around for the better again. God knows I was torn up with Elesha seeing other people and all that business. But...I think things are better now. Yesterday I had car trouble on the way to school and ended up at a 7-11 with my car not working, no cell phone, about $1.50 in change, a bottled frappuchino, and a sausage egg and cheese english muffin. The people in the store wouldn't allow me to use their phone, so on my last $.50 I was able to reach my dad on his cell, thank God. I ended up having to wait in my hot sausage smelling car for about 45 minutes, drinking my frappuchino and picking at my sandwich...I couldn't get myself to eat their fake egg or sausage. I'm also trying not to eat meat..but I don't think their sausage was real meat! Sooo...my dad got their, and my car magically started up again, so he followed me up to school. My physics class was all sitting quietly reading some huge-ass packet, writing up a summary that was due at the end of class. I got about 2 pages read before the bell rang to dismiss us...So lucky me gets to come in at 8:15 to finish reading. Joy. I was a pretty bad wreck at school, I was lightly crying through all of English while we watched fucking "Doll's House" on video, and I decided that it'd be best if I went home and got some sleep. The lady in the office was very nice and let me out easily, she told me that she went about 5 years with major insomnia problems..so that felt nice. But..after a nice long day, I got accomplished talking to Elesha again, painting a wall, stripping wallpaper from another wall...and just relaxing some and getting my mental state a little more up to par with the sane people out there. It's going to be a better day...even with my car broken down and me having to get rides everywhere. WOOT!! -Erin
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