Ooh, Fuck me. No, really.

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2003-09-08 . 8:30 p.m.

I'm still sick...My poor nose has just had it. It's been itchy as all hell all day, and I've been constantly sneezing. *squishes up nose and wiggles it around*

See???

It's been hard to function when I'm feeling crummy...hopefully I'll be well soon. :-) I've got a headache right now, which will make studying for my two tests tomorrow difficult. I really need to do well to keep up my grades.

I'm such a sickly person. I usually get sick a good number of times a year with allergies and colds, and sometimes will get the flu or 12-hour bug or something. All really sucks. I hate being sick, especially with nobody to take care of me!!

My mom's trying to get close to me again, but I'm not really comfortable with her being close with me. She makes me so mad sometimes, that I don't want to deal with her shit. Sounds mean, I know, but it's just the way I feel.

Everyone from school probably thinks I'm dating David now because we walk together all the time and work together and everything...but we're not. Just thought I'd mention that...funny thing, cuz I used to have a nice big crush on him when we were kids. I married him in my back yard even!! But for now, no interest. If he asks me to Homecoming, I guess I'll go...but that's it Mr.

Batsy darling, I think I'm crazy, but I really am not interested in anyone else right now. I'm so weird sometimes. I really should stop closing myself off and not letting people get close with me. It's not really nice...and I would like not to be lonely.

I am.

-Erin

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